The day after we arrived to the D.R., we spent the day with
a large group of endearing orphans. We did a bible program with them, preformed
a puppet show about Noah, made gospel bracelets with them, and shared a meal. Something
that caught me by surprise while we were with them, was how much they looked
out for one another. The older ones were always helping the younger ones. Those
who knew how to do the craft would help the ones who didn’t. I was moved by how
closely knit they all seemed, even though many of them came from rough backgrounds.
It was like despite the fact that many of them no longer had their own separate
biological families, they had all created their own giant family together. They
proved to me that to be family, you don’t have to be blood related.
My main
responsibility during that time with them, alongside my friend Katie, was to
help get some games going. In my head I pictured that game time going
perfectly: All the kids would be sitting in a perfect circle in a nice room,
eagerly listening and waiting for us to explain to them how to play a fun game.
And I would proceed to explain it to them in flawless Spanish. But what
happened was NOT at ALL what I was imagining. Instead, envision this: After a
few hours of sitting down all morning and evening, listening to bible lessons,
making crafts, and eating lunch, about 50 children from a variety of ages let
loose their energy and started running around on a large field, yelling and
horsing around under a hot sun. And Katie and I trying, though seemingly to be in
vain, to get them to play an organized game. And every time I tried to speak
Spanish, I would forget a bunch of words and forsake correct grammar all
together. Simply put, it was chaotic to me. That was reality in the D.R. And it
smacked me right in the face. I really lost confidence in that moment and
started to doubt whether I should do anything at all. But then, I felt
something inside me prodding me forward, as if the Holy Spirit was nudging me
and saying, “Come on Leslie, try.” So I did. And somehow, with my kindergarten
level Spanish skills, we got some of the kids to actually participate in a
game. And they ENJOYED it. So much so, that they actually wanted to play
another game! God used that whole ordeal to show me that if we can just set aside
our insecurities, put our trust in Him, and make some effort, we can bring joy
into the most chaotic moments.
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